So i thought i was going to die this summer caused by too much boredom. But surprisingly, my Dad gave me plane tickets to Bali. I went there with my sister only, yeah no parents! We stayed at a small hotel behind Santo Fransiskus Xaverius church. It is near from the famous discovery mall. It wasn't my first time in Bali but i still got excited, because i love Bali so much, the beach, the people, the culture, and of course the shopping places.
I met my friend Stevina there and we found some unique traditional masks
Oh and the trip wasnt like Paris Hilton's, we are backpackers so we stayed at a cheap but pretty safe hotel, we didn't eat at expensive cafes or restaurant (we tried traditional foods which were cheaper, and if necessary we went to mcdonald's lol). My sister and i spent most of our times in Kuta, but we made it to Uluwatu just to see the beautiful Dreamland Beach.
Way to the Dreamland Beach, located in Uluwatu, near Jimbaran
The Dreamland Beach
The Dreamland Beach is not too crowded, not like Kuta. But both are still my favorite spots in Bali. We spent about an hour at The Dreamland Beach because it was so beautiful there. But i didn't really like the traffic between Kuta and Uluwatu, it was exhausting. Oh and the clothes and souvenirs are much cheaper here than in Kuta! I bought a fringe dream catcher cropped top for 3 dollars only! what a shopping paradise.
Selfie lol xxx Me, Stevina, and my sister Tara Kirana
I also went to The Bali Bombing Memorial, where hundreds of people were killed by a bomb made by the mean terrorist. My prayers are with you :)
The Bali Bombing Memorial
A turtle sanctuary located in Kuta Beach
Me at the beach lol
Another selfie lol okay i'll stop
And i made a tattoo! Well its a temporary tattoo but i love it so much. I have nirvana's smells like teen spirit on my back, i love kurt cobain!
smells like teen spirit huh?
It was an exhausting but still a beautiful trip to paradise! Bon voyage everyone!XO
This summer i've been doing exactly nothing. Well there's just so much stuff in my head, like the summer-body-i-will-never-get, boys, the beach, celebrity crushes, and my new semester resolution. And also, i've been acting extremely mean to my crush, i don't know why, i'm truly sorry for my bad behavior, please i still like you though sometimes i act like i don't anymore, believe me.
So i'll end up talking about my crush again. It's because i don't have an interesting life and great things happen a lot. I can't afford branded clothes like chanel, givenchy, valentino, etc, i don't have an iphone, i don't have playstation or xbox. But i have ordinary things that keep me away from being crazy, like my old laptop, my old on and off blackberry, and my books.
The only interesting thing in my life lately is my lovely doodly (i don't even know what doodly means) crush, i know i'm such a coward for apologizing through a stupid blog post and you probably won't notice but i am very sorry for being an asshole this whole time, i didn't mean to ignore you, or make you feel unwanted but i was just tired and mad at myself for having such a pathetic summer. And i know we no longer talk all the time but i want you to know that, Μου λείπεις :)
Anyway, it seems like Britney Spear's "Everytime" is my favorite song of the day. Enjoy!
Okay, it's not a running marathon. I do NOT run. What i actually mean is movie marathon. We all know summer has come, but still, i have nothing to do. No summer parties. no loud music, no tanning, it's just me and my favorite movies. It's been a week since the holiday started and i guess i've watched more than 20 movies at home. I've been watching lots of comedy instead of actions or dramas. I'm so sick of those love stories. But i did watch The Vow and The Notebook anyway. Yeah old movies somehow are better for me now. So let me recommend you some great movies that i've watched this week.
Its been a month since the last time i posted. Well lots of thing happened in May. I got many new friends, they are amazing, i had my birthday which wasn't so fun because i got to spend it with a bunch of strangers. But my bestfriends, somehow prepared a surprise, a really nice surprise, and fyi, it was supposed to be a racy surprise-_-. They gave me weird gifts such as a shaving cream, a pack of tissue, a soap, and bras (wtf right),but they prepared the "real" gift tho. My seniors had graduated from high school, once again congratulations to all of you especially ka andre.
And we had our freaking final exam, i can't explain how much i hate school. I wish i was on the road, touring with my favorite band instead of being at school. Oh God, why?
Well i need to stop complaining and start to thank the people who said happy birthday to me and for those who made my day.
Special thanks to mommy, daddy, kakak, grandad, jesslyn, angel, vanny, clara, munte, vano, anca, niken, davina, ka andre, janis, tara, mbak luna, claudia, and my uncles&aunts.
So i think thats all for today, as usual here is my song of the day. If Only by HANSON <3
It's been a rough month for everyone, especially the 12th graders. They are going to face the national exam, which is frustrating, i guess. I know how it feels, i have faced 2 national exams and it was not easy. But lucky me, i met my day lighter, kak Wijaya Saputra, he is a national basketball athlete. He came to my school yesterday to give us some knowledge about basketball. He is talented, kind, and hot ofcourse LOL.
Kak Wijaya and me. I look horrible by the way -_-
Well i don't have a lot to say here, but i'm wishing all of you the best, especially my crush, good luck boy, i know you're smart, and do your best, love yaa. I hope all the hard work gets paid off. Much love XO
I've been so unlucky lately. So many bad things happened to me, but i survived though. I feel like the female version of bad luck Brian, im bad luck Brigitta. Thank God im still breathing. These are the bad things that happened to me to me lately: 1. Friendzoned by a person i love so much. 2. Bad grades 3. Mom canceled the trip to Bali (worst) 4. Ran out of money 5. Became the one and only forever-alone girl, because everyone else is in a relationship. 6. I didnt get to watch Only Seven Left's concert
7. I also missed Demi Lovato's concert in Jakarta.
It might not be that bad for some people, but for me, it is bad. I miss my friends mrs.perry and pervert bitch so much it hurts. By the way, the canceled vacation is my worst heartbreak. Ive planned so many things, and now those things are ruined. Fine mom, i'll just hang out with my friends. I have a few plans to do with my friends for this long week-end. Tomorrow im gonna go to Kidzania. I know, i know, im too old for kidzania, but hey, i can just lie about my age! I will say that im 14 yo, they wont notice it :p. I want to do something crazy before i turn 16 this May. Ofcourse, i will have to dress like children, i'll be wearing pink t-shirt, shorts, and ballet flats. Im sure i wont look like this :
She's insane.... BY THE WAY, its 2 day away from march 30th! Guess what? Its someone's birthday! find out tomorrow night! XO
It's been a week since i know he's friendzoning me. Am i having a bad time right now? No, not really, thanks to my friends, Mrs. Perry and Pervert Bitch for being there for me, and told me that he's an ass and doesnt really deserve me, even as a friend. I've been in a friendzone for like a million times , so i wasnt really surprised this time. All i needed was a vacation, oh and my celebrity crushes! Guess whattt im going to bali next month and ill be so happy to see those hot guys on the street lol jk, i mean the view, i cant wait to see the beautiful bali again. This week, i ate like a pig, i admit it, i was a little upset when i found out about the friendzone things, and bunch of thanks to my food and internet for loving me just the way i am <3.
Things i did after i found out he friendzoned me :
Gave a "fuck you" every single time he texted me.
ATE NUTELLA LIKE A BOSS
I didnt want to look him in the eye, i hate those eyes.
Ate chocolate like theres no tomorrow
Felt a lil bit insecure, but im okay now
So for you douchebags, being an ASS doesnt make you look any hotter. And for people in the friendzone, keep calm and fangirl, never starve yourself just so you would look like those skinny bitches. You are more than just a booty call XO . :D and song of this week is : INDEPENDENT WOMAN by Destiny's Child.
Lyrics :
Lucy Liu with my girl, Drew
Cameron D. and Destiny
Charlie's Angels, come on
Question, tell me what you think about me?
I buy my own diamonds and I buy my own rings
Only ring your cell-why when I'm feelin' lonely
When it's all over please get up and leave
Question, tell me how you feel about this?
Try to control me boy you get dismissed
Pay my own fun, oh and I pay my own bills
Always 50/50 in relationships
The shoe on my feet, I've bought it
The clothes I'm wearing, I've bought it
The rock I'm rockin', I've bought it
'Cause I depend on me
If I wanted the watch you're wearin', I'll buy it
The house I live in, I've bought it
The car I'm driving, I've bought it
I depend on me, I depend on me
All the women who are independent
Throw your hands up at me
All the honey's who makin' money
Throw your hands up at me
All the mommas who profit dollas
Throw your hands up at me
All the ladies who truly feel me
Throw your hands up at me
Girl, I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your Angels get down like that?
Girl, I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your Angels get down like that?
Tell me how you feel about this?
Who would I want if I would wanna live
I worked hard and sacrificed to get what I get
Ladies, it ain't easy bein' independent
Question, how'd you like this knowledge that I brought
Braggin' on that cash that he gave you is to front
If you're gonna brag make sure it's your money you flaunt
Depend on no one else to give you what you want
The shoe on my feet, I've bought it
The clothes I'm wearing, I've bought it
The rock I'm rockin', I've bought it
'Cause I depend on me
If I wanted the watch you're wearin', I'll buy it
The house I live in, I've bought it
The car I'm driving, I've bought it
I depend on me, I depend on me
All the women who are independent
Throw your hands up at me
All the honey's who makin' money
Throw your hands up at me
All the mommas who profit dollas
Throw your hands up at me
All the ladies who truly feel me
Throw your hands up at me
Girl, I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your Angels get down like that?
Girl, I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your Angels get down like that?
Destiny's Child, wassup?
You in the house? Sure 'nuff
We'll break these people off Angel style
Child of Destiny
Independent beauty
No one else can scare me
Charlie's Angels
All the women who are independent
Throw your hands up at me
All the honey's who makin' money
Throw your hands up at me
All the mommas who profit dollas
Throw your hands up at me
All the ladies who truly feel me
Throw your hands up at me
Girl, I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your Angels get down like that?
Girl, I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your Angels get down like that?
Girl, I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your Angels get down like that?
Girl, I didn't know you could get down like that
YAAAAAY Happy birthday mommy! Damitttt you're 52 now, but dont worry, you still look like Elizabeth Taylor. We didnt really celebrate her birthday today because she had to go somewhere so i'll just bake her a cake. She is the most annoying mom ever, she gets mad at me everyday, but she means the world to me.
mom(the one wearing white tshirt) and ferina widodo's family
GORGEOUS
Uncle J, me, mom
Mom and my brother, when he was about 4. She looked like jessica simpson, didnt she?
Well mom, i cant give you a million dollar like angelina jolie did, but i love you no matter what, you can always count on me. Cant believe your 52 already, you look so young, you look better than Britney, Paris, and Lindsay. Happy birthday momma, je t'aime. XO
What does 'friendzoned' mean? According to wikipedia, the "friend zone" refers to a platonic relationship wherein one person wishes to enter into a romantic or sexual relationship, while the other does not. The term "friend zone" was popularized by a 1994 episode of the American sitcomFriends, "The One with the Blackout", where the character Ross Geller, who was lovesick for Rachel Green, was not only declared being "in the friend zone" by their friend Joey Tribbiani, but was also labeled "mayor of the Friend Zone". Well Ross, i know that feel, bro. I mean, it happens to me all the time. LOL, everytime i fall for a guy, we end up friends, all the time. And there's this one guy, who acted like he cares about me, then i found out he was just friendzoning me. Well i wasnt so shocked, im used to it. Every time a guy friendzones me, i act like i dont care, well i dont, but it hurts sometimes. Id rather be fangirling than crying over someone who doesnt like me back. Fangirling helps, every single time, i feel like im loved by my celeb crushes although they dont really do.
They all lie to me :"D
Yeah it sounds nice til your ear bleeds
Go fishing they said, there are plenty of fish they said.
ALWAYS LIKE THIS Hahaha im pretty messed up right now, but before i end this, i wanna show you my friend's favorite celeb crush. T O N Y P E R R Y
He looks like an angel. Well so if youre friendzoned, get over it, find another one, or fangirl, it helps a lot. XO
So yesterday i went to a mall in Serpong with a few friends. We didnt know what to do actually, i guess we were just bored, and tired. Tired of school, annoying people, and other silly stuff. I spent like more than 30 dollars there, i didnt buy anything, we were just hanging out, eat, eat, and eat. I saw a lot of pretty dresses, vintage jewels, shoes, i wanted all of them, but then i said to myself, "do i really need them?" . Well yeah i dont, but i wanted them so badly. I shouldnt have gone there. its silly, i did nothing. Oh and i met my elementary school friend, well if he still consider me as his friend :), we didnt say hi, i dont care anyway :p.
But i also went to Sour Sally, i ordered yogurt bubble tea, (mango flavoured), it was pretty good, i like it.
YUM
And this what my face looked like when i saw my old friend. And, if i could give you an advice, dont ever go to a mall if you dont really know what to do there. Im sure if you did, then you would end up like me. Id rather be at home, blogging. Time is precious. GOOD NITE XO
Okay so i've been listening to Skinny Love in the style of Birdy this week (originally performed by Bon Iver). Her real name is Jasmine van den Bogaerde. She's only sixteen! Just a year older than me. She is such a beautiful girl, and i like her unique voice. Love you birdy! XO
Lyrics: Come on skinny love just last the year Pour a little salt we were never here My my my - my my my - my my my my - my my ... Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer
I tell my love to wreck it all Cut out all the ropes and let me fall My my my - my my my - my my my my - my my ... Right in the moment this order's tall
I told you to be patient I told you to be fine I told you to be balanced I told you to be kind In the morning I'll be with you But it will be a different kind I'll be holding all the tickets And you'll be owning all the fines
Come on skinny love what happened here Suckle on the hope in lite brassiere My my my - my my my - my my my - my my ... Sullen load is full so slow on the split
I told you to be patient I told you to be fine I told you to be balanced I told you to be kind Now all your love is wasted then who the hell was I? Cause now I'm breaking at the britches And at the end of all your lines
Who will love you? who will fight? And who will fall, far behind?
Come on skinny love My my my - my my my - my my my - my my ...
Come on skinny love My my my - my my my - my my my - my my ...
Lyrics from <a href="http://www.elyrics.net">eLyrics.net</a>
Hi, today i am going to talk about my crush. Not a celebrity crush, just a crush. So i've had a crush on this guy since 6th grade. It was my first year as a new student in my new school. I was just looking around when suddenly he appeared and easily took my breath away. When i first saw him, i said to myself "dude, this guy is so your type". Just kidding, he's more than just my "type". He's weird, but he's also the most good looking guy on the planet. He likes to pick his nose in public, he's good in english and math, he has a great taste of music, just like my brother, and those beautiful dark brown eyes which i really love.
He never knew about my "feelings" for him, i guess that's all my fault because i wasn't brave enough to start a conversation with him. well, screw me. But i still remember our conversation and it was like 5 years ago, but i remember all the details. And i've been wondering, why cant i get over him? why? Its been years and i need to have a life. Okay his name starts with an A and ends with a W. He's a good skateboarder, he can play guitar, he's a horrible singer yet i love his heavy voice, and i guess, he loves to argue.
Thanks to my bestie Andrea, she gave me this song from All Time Low, its called "Daydream Away", i start to think about him again, well because since we graduated from junior high, he moved to another school in bsd. So okay, here are some perfect lyrics of 'Daydream Away'
"you're just a daydream away
i wouldn't know what to say
if i had you, and i'll keep you
a daydream away, just watch
from a safe place so i never
have to lose"
So A, if you hear this, call me :), just kidding, don't do that or i'll die because of being too happy and super shocked at the same time .Love you always. XO
Okay so 2 days ago, i attended the inauguration of duta im3 2013. Bella, the other guys and i are representing tangerang on #DutaIm3. The inauguration was great, we got to meet new friends from other areas, got a bunch of knowledge, and cool doorprizes. I didnt want that day to end actually because i love being around them :(. They are funny, hilarious, real, and i just love all of them. So lemme show you some pics :D
Posing like angelina jolie when she was at the oscars.
Its us!!!! :)
Oh and each of us got a nice uniform specially made for us ;), cool right? we also had an open class, they taught us all about indosat, especially the benefits that indosat gives to their customer. For more information about indosat you can follow them @indosatmania @indosatbotabek @indosatjawara @indosatcare. Well i had a great weekend, how about you? XO
Yay so today im gonna tell you guys all about #IndosatSuperWifi and #GilaGadget event. So i went there to try #IndosatSuperWifi out, and i struggled a little bit with my phone and stuff but in the end, i really enjoyed the suppah fast wifi connection. The wifi is actually free for all the customers of indosat, great isnt it? :o Who doesnt want to get a free wifi lol, no one, i know. So here's the cool things, its free, and the speed is 20 Mbps !!!! *dancing on the floor* . Lol okay, im having too much fun right now. Just us, making poses before going home. Oh and i forget to tell you, that the wifi is obviously unlimited, cool riteeeee? And if you're interested, and want to know more about it or the activation , go to this page and you'll find out how ;) http://www.indosat.com/superwifi . And after all, id like to thank all the crews of indosat, for making such a good event, and thanks for the food lol its so delicious, you guys did a great job :D. So what are you waiting for lovely userss? Go and activate your #IndosatSuperWifi! XO.
Okay, be honest, who doesnt love Bali? Bali is my favorite island and ive been there like 3 times. Hoping to see bali again next month. I want to show you my pics that were taken in bali and tell a few stories about that ;), enjoy!
so this is me trying to pose on the beach.
Just my uncle doing my hair. and oh i was a fat little girl.
This was taken 2 years ago in kuta. I went here with my friend, stevina. Those sneakers werent mine, it is a street art, and lots of people take pictures here.
Lol the beach is scary at night.
I really love the wind, kinda made me looked like doing a photoshoot.
I really love bali and if you know any new cool places in bali, please let me know :p. The other thing that i love about bali is the culture. Its just great to see people wearing traditional clothes, doing their cultural activities, and cooking tradional food, i think its amazing and wonderful, no wonder, bali is so crowded with tourists. So proud to be indonesian. Are you?? XO
So here i am now, feeling so exhausted. i had an economy test today and it was about national income, inflation, and other stuff. I didn't nail the test lol i was so lazy to study, please don't try this at home, buddies.
The wheather today isnt so friendly, dark grey, all alone. I actually dont really know what to write today cause i had nothing to do this day so i decided to tell you guys more about my self, such as my hobbies, favorite subjects, things that i like and things that i dislike, :p so lets go.
This pic was taken when i was 2. I've been in love with modelling since that.
I love to wear heels. And this is my first kind of high heels that my mom bought me for my senior prom. This is christian louboutin but mine is actually from The Little Things She Needs.
I have a big crush on ballet. Ive always wanted to be a ballerina but my mom doesnt really like it so.
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These are my fave guys. They play in a band called "valerius".
Tom Cruise is my favorite actor.
Ellie Saab is my favorite designer.
I dislike k-pop, techno music, The Jersey Shore, Paris Hilton, and Soda._.
Well sorry for the long posttt, its all about me :D , thanks for reading! XO
Monday, February 18, 2013
Hiii this is my first post as a blogger!!! feeling so happy right now
I just got back from puncak yesterdayyy, i attended indosat's cool event called "Jambore with Sahabat IM3" . I went there with my bestie clara, and my weird senior andreas. we had so much fun there, there were a lot of outdoor activities and i really enjoyed it. I got to meet a lot of new people, which was fun, and we're close friends already!! we slept in a tent, and it was my first time to spend the night in a tent, my tent-mates were kak mawadah and kak dina. we talked a lot while the others were sleeping. okay now im gonna tell you our activities, we had river journey, beautiful fireworks, fun games, and many more!! i wish we had more than 2 days :( but it was fun though! i guess thats all for today, and more pictures cominnng, byee. X0
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