My top 6 Songs of April 2013

So here are my favorite tracks of April 2013:

1. Don't Call me up by Mick Jagger

2. What About Love by Heart

3.  Dear John by Taylor Swift

4. You Give Love a Bad Name by Bon Jovi

5. Piece of my Heart by Janis Joplin

6. Dreaming with a Broken Heart by John Mayer

Good luck, good luck, good luck to you.

It's been a rough month for everyone, especially the 12th graders. They are going to face the national exam, which is frustrating, i guess.  I know how it feels, i have faced 2 national exams and it was not easy. But lucky me, i met my day lighter, kak Wijaya Saputra, he is a national basketball athlete. He came to my school yesterday to give us some knowledge about basketball. He is talented, kind, and hot ofcourse LOL.

                   

Kak Wijaya and me. I look horrible by the way -_-

Well i don't have a lot to say here, but i'm wishing all of you the best, especially my crush, good luck boy, i know you're smart, and do your best, love yaa. I hope all the hard work gets paid off. Much love XO

The Unlucky One

I've been so unlucky lately. So many bad things happened to me, but i survived though. I feel like the female version of bad luck Brian, im bad luck Brigitta. Thank God im still breathing. These are the bad things that happened to me to me lately:

                           1. Friendzoned by a person i love so much.
         
                           2. Bad grades

                           3. Mom canceled the trip to Bali (worst)

                           4. Ran out of money

                           5. Became the one and only forever-alone girl, because everyone else is in a relationship.
          
                           6. I didnt get to watch Only Seven Left's concert

                           7. I also missed Demi Lovato's concert in Jakarta.

It might not be that bad for some people, but for me, it is bad. I miss my friends mrs.perry and pervert bitch so much it hurts. By the way, the canceled vacation is my worst heartbreak. Ive planned so many things, and now those things are ruined. Fine mom, i'll just hang out with my friends. I have a few plans to do with my friends for this long week-end. Tomorrow im gonna go to Kidzania. I know, i know, im too old for kidzania, but hey, i can just lie about my age! I will say that im 14 yo, they wont notice it :p. I want to do something crazy before i turn 16 this May. Ofcourse, i will have to dress like children, i'll be wearing pink t-shirt, shorts, and ballet flats. Im sure i wont look like this :

                                                                        She's insane....

BY THE WAY, its 2 day away from march 30th! Guess what? Its someone's birthday! find out tomorrow night! XO

If you get friendzoned, you're gonna have a baaad time

It's been a week since i know he's friendzoning me. Am i having a bad time right now? No, not really, thanks to my friends, Mrs. Perry and Pervert Bitch for being there for me, and told me that he's an ass and doesnt really deserve me, even as a friend. I've been in a friendzone for like a million times , so i wasnt really surprised this time. All i needed was a vacation, oh and my celebrity crushes! Guess whattt im going to bali next month and ill be so happy to see those hot guys on the street lol jk, i mean the view, i cant wait to see the beautiful bali again. This week, i ate like a pig, i admit it, i was a little upset when i found out about the friendzone things, and bunch of thanks to my food and internet for loving me just the way i am <3.

 Things i did after i found out he friendzoned me :
 

                                            Gave a "fuck you" every single time he texted me.

                                                       ATE NUTELLA LIKE A BOSS

                                           I didnt want to look him in the eye, i hate those eyes.

                                                   Ate chocolate like theres no tomorrow

                                                  Felt a lil bit insecure, but im okay now

So for you douchebags, being an ASS doesnt make you look any hotter. And for people in the friendzone, keep calm and fangirl, never starve yourself just so you would look like those skinny bitches. You are more than just a booty call XO . :D and song of this week is : INDEPENDENT WOMAN by Destiny's Child.

                                       
Lyrics :

Lucy Liu with my girl, Drew
Cameron D. and Destiny
Charlie's Angels, come on

Question, tell me what you think about me?
I buy my own diamonds and I buy my own rings
Only ring your cell-why when I'm feelin' lonely
When it's all over please get up and leave

Question, tell me how you feel about this?
Try to control me boy you get dismissed
Pay my own fun, oh and I pay my own bills
Always 50/50 in relationships

The shoe on my feet, I've bought it
The clothes I'm wearing, I've bought it
The rock I'm rockin', I've bought it
'Cause I depend on me

If I wanted the watch you're wearin', I'll buy it
The house I live in, I've bought it
The car I'm driving, I've bought it
I depend on me, I depend on me

All the women who are independent
Throw your hands up at me
All the honey's who makin' money
Throw your hands up at me

All the mommas who profit dollas
Throw your hands up at me
All the ladies who truly feel me
Throw your hands up at me

Girl, I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your Angels get down like that?
Girl, I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your Angels get down like that?

Tell me how you feel about this?
Who would I want if I would wanna live
I worked hard and sacrificed to get what I get
Ladies, it ain't easy bein' independent

Question, how'd you like this knowledge that I brought
Braggin' on that cash that he gave you is to front
If you're gonna brag make sure it's your money you flaunt
Depend on no one else to give you what you want

The shoe on my feet, I've bought it
The clothes I'm wearing, I've bought it
The rock I'm rockin', I've bought it
'Cause I depend on me

If I wanted the watch you're wearin', I'll buy it
The house I live in, I've bought it
The car I'm driving, I've bought it
I depend on me, I depend on me

All the women who are independent
Throw your hands up at me
All the honey's who makin' money
Throw your hands up at me

All the mommas who profit dollas
Throw your hands up at me
All the ladies who truly feel me
Throw your hands up at me

Girl, I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your Angels get down like that?
Girl, I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your Angels get down like that?

Destiny's Child, wassup?
You in the house? Sure 'nuff
We'll break these people off Angel style

Child of Destiny
Independent beauty
No one else can scare me
Charlie's Angels

All the women who are independent
Throw your hands up at me
All the honey's who makin' money
Throw your hands up at me

All the mommas who profit dollas
Throw your hands up at me
All the ladies who truly feel me
Throw your hands up at me

Girl, I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your Angels get down like that?
Girl, I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your Angels get down like that?

Girl, I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your Angels get down like that?
Girl, I didn't know you could get down like that

Happy 52nd Birthday Momma!

YAAAAAY Happy birthday mommy! Damitttt you're 52 now, but dont worry, you still look like Elizabeth Taylor. We didnt really celebrate her birthday today because she had to go somewhere so i'll just bake her a cake. She is the most annoying mom ever, she gets mad at me everyday, but she means the world to me.

                                    mom(the one wearing white tshirt) and ferina widodo's family

                                                                     GORGEOUS

                                                                  Uncle J, me, mom

                  Mom and my brother, when he was about 4. She looked like jessica simpson, didnt she?

Well mom, i cant give you a million dollar like angelina jolie did, but i love you no matter what, you can always count on me. Cant believe your 52 already, you look so young, you look better than Britney, Paris, and Lindsay. Happy birthday momma, je t'aime. XO

                                    

FRIENDZONED.

          What does 'friendzoned' mean? According to wikipedia, the "friend zone" refers to a platonic relationship wherein one person wishes to enter into a romantic or sexual relationship, while the other does not. The term "friend zone" was popularized by a 1994 episode of the American sitcom Friends, "The One with the Blackout", where the character Ross Geller, who was lovesick for Rachel Green, was not only declared being "in the friend zone" by their friend Joey Tribbiani, but was also labeled "mayor of the Friend Zone". Well Ross, i know that feel, bro. I mean, it happens to me all the time. LOL, everytime i fall for a guy, we end up friends, all the time.
            
            And there's this one guy, who acted like he cares about me, then i found out he was just friendzoning me. Well i wasnt so shocked, im used to it. Every time a guy friendzones me, i act like i dont care, well i dont, but it hurts sometimes. Id rather be fangirling than crying over someone who doesnt like me back. Fangirling helps, every single time, i feel like im loved by my celeb crushes although they dont really do. 

                                                            They all lie to me :"D

                                                     Yeah it sounds nice til your ear bleeds
         

                                               Go fishing they said, there are plenty of fish they said.

                                                                ALWAYS LIKE THIS
 Hahaha im pretty messed up right now, but before i end this, i wanna show you my friend's favorite celeb crush.

                                                                   T O N Y           P E R R Y

                                                
                                                                  He looks like an angel.

Well so if youre friendzoned, get over it, find another one, or fangirl, it helps a lot. XO

Time is Precious

So yesterday i went to a mall in Serpong with a few friends. We didnt know what to do actually, i guess we were just bored, and tired. Tired of school, annoying people, and other silly stuff. I spent like more than 30 dollars there, i didnt buy anything, we were just hanging out, eat, eat, and eat. I saw a lot of pretty dresses, vintage jewels, shoes, i wanted all of them, but then i said to myself, "do i really need them?" . Well yeah i dont, but i wanted them so badly. I shouldnt have gone there. its silly, i did nothing. Oh and i met my elementary school friend, well if he still consider me as his friend :), we didnt say hi, i dont care anyway :p.

But i also went  to Sour Sally, i ordered yogurt bubble tea, (mango flavoured), it was pretty good, i like it.

                                                                      YUM

              And this what my face looked like when i saw my old friend.

And, if i could give you an advice, dont ever go to a mall if you dont really know what to do there. Im sure if you did, then you would end up like me. Id rather be at home, blogging. Time is precious. GOOD NITE XO