I've been so unlucky lately. So many bad things happened to me, but i survived though. I feel like the female version of bad luck Brian, im bad luck Brigitta. Thank God im still breathing. These are the bad things that happened to me to me lately: 1. Friendzoned by a person i love so much. 2. Bad grades 3. Mom canceled the trip to Bali (worst) 4. Ran out of money 5. Became the one and only forever-alone girl, because everyone else is in a relationship. 6. I didnt get to watch Only Seven Left's concert
7. I also missed Demi Lovato's concert in Jakarta.
It might not be that bad for some people, but for me, it is bad. I miss my friends mrs.perry and pervert bitch so much it hurts. By the way, the canceled vacation is my worst heartbreak. Ive planned so many things, and now those things are ruined. Fine mom, i'll just hang out with my friends. I have a few plans to do with my friends for this long week-end. Tomorrow im gonna go to Kidzania. I know, i know, im too old for kidzania, but hey, i can just lie about my age! I will say that im 14 yo, they wont notice it :p. I want to do something crazy before i turn 16 this May. Ofcourse, i will have to dress like children, i'll be wearing pink t-shirt, shorts, and ballet flats. Im sure i wont look like this :
She's insane.... BY THE WAY, its 2 day away from march 30th! Guess what? Its someone's birthday! find out tomorrow night! XO
It's been a week since i know he's friendzoning me. Am i having a bad time right now? No, not really, thanks to my friends, Mrs. Perry and Pervert Bitch for being there for me, and told me that he's an ass and doesnt really deserve me, even as a friend. I've been in a friendzone for like a million times , so i wasnt really surprised this time. All i needed was a vacation, oh and my celebrity crushes! Guess whattt im going to bali next month and ill be so happy to see those hot guys on the street lol jk, i mean the view, i cant wait to see the beautiful bali again. This week, i ate like a pig, i admit it, i was a little upset when i found out about the friendzone things, and bunch of thanks to my food and internet for loving me just the way i am <3.
Things i did after i found out he friendzoned me :
Gave a "fuck you" every single time he texted me.
ATE NUTELLA LIKE A BOSS
I didnt want to look him in the eye, i hate those eyes.
Ate chocolate like theres no tomorrow
Felt a lil bit insecure, but im okay now
So for you douchebags, being an ASS doesnt make you look any hotter. And for people in the friendzone, keep calm and fangirl, never starve yourself just so you would look like those skinny bitches. You are more than just a booty call XO . :D and song of this week is : INDEPENDENT WOMAN by Destiny's Child.
Lyrics :
Lucy Liu with my girl, Drew
Cameron D. and Destiny
Charlie's Angels, come on
Question, tell me what you think about me?
I buy my own diamonds and I buy my own rings
Only ring your cell-why when I'm feelin' lonely
When it's all over please get up and leave
Question, tell me how you feel about this?
Try to control me boy you get dismissed
Pay my own fun, oh and I pay my own bills
Always 50/50 in relationships
The shoe on my feet, I've bought it
The clothes I'm wearing, I've bought it
The rock I'm rockin', I've bought it
'Cause I depend on me
If I wanted the watch you're wearin', I'll buy it
The house I live in, I've bought it
The car I'm driving, I've bought it
I depend on me, I depend on me
All the women who are independent
Throw your hands up at me
All the honey's who makin' money
Throw your hands up at me
All the mommas who profit dollas
Throw your hands up at me
All the ladies who truly feel me
Throw your hands up at me
Girl, I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your Angels get down like that?
Girl, I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your Angels get down like that?
Tell me how you feel about this?
Who would I want if I would wanna live
I worked hard and sacrificed to get what I get
Ladies, it ain't easy bein' independent
Question, how'd you like this knowledge that I brought
Braggin' on that cash that he gave you is to front
If you're gonna brag make sure it's your money you flaunt
Depend on no one else to give you what you want
The shoe on my feet, I've bought it
The clothes I'm wearing, I've bought it
The rock I'm rockin', I've bought it
'Cause I depend on me
If I wanted the watch you're wearin', I'll buy it
The house I live in, I've bought it
The car I'm driving, I've bought it
I depend on me, I depend on me
All the women who are independent
Throw your hands up at me
All the honey's who makin' money
Throw your hands up at me
All the mommas who profit dollas
Throw your hands up at me
All the ladies who truly feel me
Throw your hands up at me
Girl, I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your Angels get down like that?
Girl, I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your Angels get down like that?
Destiny's Child, wassup?
You in the house? Sure 'nuff
We'll break these people off Angel style
Child of Destiny
Independent beauty
No one else can scare me
Charlie's Angels
All the women who are independent
Throw your hands up at me
All the honey's who makin' money
Throw your hands up at me
All the mommas who profit dollas
Throw your hands up at me
All the ladies who truly feel me
Throw your hands up at me
Girl, I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your Angels get down like that?
Girl, I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your Angels get down like that?
Girl, I didn't know you could get down like that
Charlie, how your Angels get down like that?
Girl, I didn't know you could get down like that
YAAAAAY Happy birthday mommy! Damitttt you're 52 now, but dont worry, you still look like Elizabeth Taylor. We didnt really celebrate her birthday today because she had to go somewhere so i'll just bake her a cake. She is the most annoying mom ever, she gets mad at me everyday, but she means the world to me.
mom(the one wearing white tshirt) and ferina widodo's family
GORGEOUS
Uncle J, me, mom
Mom and my brother, when he was about 4. She looked like jessica simpson, didnt she?
Well mom, i cant give you a million dollar like angelina jolie did, but i love you no matter what, you can always count on me. Cant believe your 52 already, you look so young, you look better than Britney, Paris, and Lindsay. Happy birthday momma, je t'aime. XO
What does 'friendzoned' mean? According to wikipedia, the "friend zone" refers to a platonic relationship wherein one person wishes to enter into a romantic or sexual relationship, while the other does not. The term "friend zone" was popularized by a 1994 episode of the American sitcomFriends, "The One with the Blackout", where the character Ross Geller, who was lovesick for Rachel Green, was not only declared being "in the friend zone" by their friend Joey Tribbiani, but was also labeled "mayor of the Friend Zone". Well Ross, i know that feel, bro. I mean, it happens to me all the time. LOL, everytime i fall for a guy, we end up friends, all the time. And there's this one guy, who acted like he cares about me, then i found out he was just friendzoning me. Well i wasnt so shocked, im used to it. Every time a guy friendzones me, i act like i dont care, well i dont, but it hurts sometimes. Id rather be fangirling than crying over someone who doesnt like me back. Fangirling helps, every single time, i feel like im loved by my celeb crushes although they dont really do.
They all lie to me :"D
Yeah it sounds nice til your ear bleeds
Go fishing they said, there are plenty of fish they said.
ALWAYS LIKE THIS Hahaha im pretty messed up right now, but before i end this, i wanna show you my friend's favorite celeb crush. T O N Y P E R R Y
He looks like an angel. Well so if youre friendzoned, get over it, find another one, or fangirl, it helps a lot. XO
So yesterday i went to a mall in Serpong with a few friends. We didnt know what to do actually, i guess we were just bored, and tired. Tired of school, annoying people, and other silly stuff. I spent like more than 30 dollars there, i didnt buy anything, we were just hanging out, eat, eat, and eat. I saw a lot of pretty dresses, vintage jewels, shoes, i wanted all of them, but then i said to myself, "do i really need them?" . Well yeah i dont, but i wanted them so badly. I shouldnt have gone there. its silly, i did nothing. Oh and i met my elementary school friend, well if he still consider me as his friend :), we didnt say hi, i dont care anyway :p.
But i also went to Sour Sally, i ordered yogurt bubble tea, (mango flavoured), it was pretty good, i like it.
YUM
And this what my face looked like when i saw my old friend. And, if i could give you an advice, dont ever go to a mall if you dont really know what to do there. Im sure if you did, then you would end up like me. Id rather be at home, blogging. Time is precious. GOOD NITE XO
Okay so i've been listening to Skinny Love in the style of Birdy this week (originally performed by Bon Iver). Her real name is Jasmine van den Bogaerde. She's only sixteen! Just a year older than me. She is such a beautiful girl, and i like her unique voice. Love you birdy! XO
Lyrics: Come on skinny love just last the year Pour a little salt we were never here My my my - my my my - my my my my - my my ... Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer
I tell my love to wreck it all Cut out all the ropes and let me fall My my my - my my my - my my my my - my my ... Right in the moment this order's tall
I told you to be patient I told you to be fine I told you to be balanced I told you to be kind In the morning I'll be with you But it will be a different kind I'll be holding all the tickets And you'll be owning all the fines
Come on skinny love what happened here Suckle on the hope in lite brassiere My my my - my my my - my my my - my my ... Sullen load is full so slow on the split
I told you to be patient I told you to be fine I told you to be balanced I told you to be kind Now all your love is wasted then who the hell was I? Cause now I'm breaking at the britches And at the end of all your lines
Who will love you? who will fight? And who will fall, far behind?
Come on skinny love My my my - my my my - my my my - my my ...
Come on skinny love My my my - my my my - my my my - my my ...
Lyrics from <a href="http://www.elyrics.net">eLyrics.net</a>
Hi, today i am going to talk about my crush. Not a celebrity crush, just a crush. So i've had a crush on this guy since 6th grade. It was my first year as a new student in my new school. I was just looking around when suddenly he appeared and easily took my breath away. When i first saw him, i said to myself "dude, this guy is so your type". Just kidding, he's more than just my "type". He's weird, but he's also the most good looking guy on the planet. He likes to pick his nose in public, he's good in english and math, he has a great taste of music, just like my brother, and those beautiful dark brown eyes which i really love.
He never knew about my "feelings" for him, i guess that's all my fault because i wasn't brave enough to start a conversation with him. well, screw me. But i still remember our conversation and it was like 5 years ago, but i remember all the details. And i've been wondering, why cant i get over him? why? Its been years and i need to have a life. Okay his name starts with an A and ends with a W. He's a good skateboarder, he can play guitar, he's a horrible singer yet i love his heavy voice, and i guess, he loves to argue.
Thanks to my bestie Andrea, she gave me this song from All Time Low, its called "Daydream Away", i start to think about him again, well because since we graduated from junior high, he moved to another school in bsd. So okay, here are some perfect lyrics of 'Daydream Away'
"you're just a daydream away
i wouldn't know what to say
if i had you, and i'll keep you
a daydream away, just watch
from a safe place so i never
have to lose"
So A, if you hear this, call me :), just kidding, don't do that or i'll die because of being too happy and super shocked at the same time .Love you always. XO
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